Mr. :
I honestly would like to sit down infront of a camera and talk about my experience with god, im gonna give a brief reason why, when i was overdosing (accidental) I heard a voice come down to me while I was laying down in bed drifting in and out of it, all i heard was "its your time to go" and as I feel myself drifting away I start pleading and begging out loud just saying "please let me live god out of everyone please let me stay." as I say that all I see is a very bright light and as I say this, this is gonna sound unbelievable and absolutely made up but I dont expect anyone to believe me but I just wanna put my story out there. have you heard the story of "the seven boxes" all i see is a huge figure like out of this world and he picks me out of one of these boxes, and im standing in this pure white room and I just start feeling as if my life was being drained out of me, I had no clue what to do and the only thing I felt like to do to "defend" myself and try to "survive" I just start wailing and throwing punches as hard as I could and it actually starts working but i end up dropping to my knees and I start feeling myself fade, after this moment I feel as if the memory isnt all there but the next instance I end up in what I like to call purgatory, I say this cause I believe god put me through a trial since i wasnt good enough to go to heaven but then again I wasnt bad enough to go to hell, theirs multiple levels through the trial I believe theres 7 of them and the most clear one I can remember is where im in this room its dark and reddish im chained down and theres this huge pillar like rock and I had to break it to break through to something, I cant remember what but I feel like theres so much else thats supposed to mean something but skipping through, after the trials I remember walking down alongside someone and I believe it was Jesus. so while im walking down this aisle, the area around me it looked as if it was Rome as soon as it was polished and finished it was beautiful. there was a bright light at the end of the path, it skips past this and all I remember is I end up walking down this dirt road and the land was just.. I cant text the rest here it cutsoff
2026-11-06 14:21:38