@dahliasintheair: I have felt remarkably happy the past month or two. I have felt good about my life. I have been content and happy with my friends and the choices I’ve made. But I can feel it burrowing its way back into my heart. I can feel the slow exhaustion seeping into my blood and rotting me away from within. I don’t want to isolate from my friends. I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to die. I want someone to hold on to me like they can’t bear to see me leave. I want someone to feel the exact same sorrow I’ve felt. And maybe that’s cruel; maybe it’s inhumane and disgusting to want someone to miss me the way that I miss you. But it isn’t fair. It isn’t fair for me to be stuck in this endless cycle of grief while knowing nobody would ever feel this way for me. to my friends who I know are probably reading this— I’m fine. Don’t reach out, don’t believe anything I just said. I’m alright, there’s no need to worry.

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2026-11-01 06:28:03

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