@rachaeleley1989: Mariah has officially defrosted and so have I 🤣🎄💃 Christmas AND birthday month?! November babies, this is OUR time! 🎂❤️ But November, December & January are a little different for me. ❤️ Behind the smiles, the dancing and the laughter, there’s a heart that’s hurting more than most people realise. So this month I’m starting something called Behind the Smile ❤️ A little space to talk about grief, mental health, trying to find happiness again and reminding each other that it’s okay not to be okay and that actually we don’t need to have it all together some days we can just say fuck it!! Because sometimes the people making everyone else laugh are fighting battles you know nothing about. 🥹❤️ #behindthesmile #bermonths #griefjourney #mentalhealthmatters #Christmas