Nurse Even
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Sunday 01 November 2026 11:42:48 GMT
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Kuutar :
I am an ICU nurse, but nothing could have prepared me for the moment my own father became an ICU patient after suffering his fourth stroke, admitted to the very same institution where I work. Believe me when I say that it is a different kind of pain when you are the one witnessing everything firsthand. When you already know what is happening, when you speak with the doctors before they even have the chance to explain things to your family, and when you understand the possible outcome even before everyone else is ready to accept it. The hardest part was watching him suddenly lose consciousness. Despite knowing what was happening and what might come next, I did everything within my capacity to buy him a little more time. Just a little more time, so that even if he could no longer respond or open his eyes, he could still hear the voices of his wife and son, who were on their way to the hospital. I wanted him to have that moment with the people he loved. I also took the initiative to sign the DNR and DNI, knowing how difficult that decision would be. I did not want my family to carry the burden of making that decision themselves or spend the rest of their lives questioning whether they had done enough. I wanted to spare them from that guilt, even if it meant carrying the weight of that decision myself. People often say that nurses are trained to handle situations like these, but no amount of training prepares you for watching your own father slowly slip away. You can understand the medications, the monitors, the interventions, and the prognosis, but none of that teaches you how to handle the pain of being a son who desperately wants more time with his father. That day, I wasn’t just an ICU nurse. I was a son trying to hold on to his father for just a little longer.
2026-11-01 12:50:30
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j :
behind every resuscitation is a family whose life is about to change in ways they cannot yet comprehend
2026-11-01 12:01:13
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Username :
Codes never got to me. It was always seeing their family that did me in.
2026-11-04 16:12:10
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🪐malo :
If you save a life you save a whole world
2026-11-09 23:36:13
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Gwen, RN :
Me after resuscitation:
2026-11-01 12:30:38
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Sheena Marie Lee :
As a nurse for 8 years ang pinaka naiiyak at naapektuhan pa din ako yun luluhod sila sa gilid mo habang nirerevive mo mahal nila sa buhay . Sorry not sorry pero yun sakit ng katawan after marevive is pwde ipahinga pero yun mga dasal nila kay Lord just to give another chance tapos mabuhay is fulfilling . Imagine before the board I just pray kay Lord na gamitin nya ako para sa mga taong kailangan ng kalinga at pagmamahal bilang nurse . Habang ang iba sguro ipasa lang sa board. Pero here I am still giving my best to fellow Filipino pero parang not worth na since til now J.o pa din sa isang government hospital 🫠
2026-11-01 12:27:13
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xoxoluv, jaja :
Five years ago, when I was in SHS, my very first patient was my mom. She had cancer, and on the day she passed, I tried to perform CPR with the little I knew, not realizing she had already been gone for hours. She inspired my dream to study nursing and prayed I would make it. Today, I am a nurse. My heart still aches wishing I could have eased her pain, but I carry her with me in every patient I will care for.
2026-11-13 15:56:13
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heaven's muse :
oh nononono don't do this to me rn
2026-11-13 15:41:11
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U. :
Especially knowing you're their last hope and you have to give your all just to save the patient 💔
2026-11-01 11:50:42
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fayerytalesss :
Thank you to our healthcare workers for always doing their best. 💜
2026-11-12 15:58:19
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Sorfantanon :
Me after reading all the comments
2026-11-03 02:00:51
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Suzy :
Doing CPR on a newborn while the parents are wailing 🥲 the screams you never forget hearing
2026-11-05 16:10:29
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lllvrme :
pls not tn we lost a 7yo this week and im not well
2026-11-13 16:19:37
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Tom :
It hurts so much when you're the last person to hold your loved one in their final moments, when they were the first ones to hold you in your very first moments in life.
2026-11-13 12:57:57
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ale :
got chills
2026-11-13 16:05:57
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kulambolism :
nagulat ako bat umiiyak katabi ko nakikibasa pala ng comments
2026-11-03 09:29:31
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Mystearica🐾👻 :
Natatandaan ko that time habang nag-ccpr kami, ginagaya ng anak ng patient kung paano namin ginagawa. Pero nun pagkatapos ipronounce ni doc at nag-express condolences kami, nakita naming pinapump ng anak yung chest ng mother nya habang umiiyak. Sakit sa puso😔
2026-11-01 12:15:06
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FA Cayth :
Gets ko lahat ng comments pero thankyouLord kasi hindi Mo siya pinaramdam sakin at huwag naman sana
2026-11-03 05:25:16
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E V E :):) :
Naalala ko the nurses trying to revive my mama. Then dun sa ika-5th cycle na ayoko na ituloy nila, kaya tumakbo ako sa paanan ni mama. Sabi ko Lord, okay na po. Sayo na po si mama. Then pumirma na ako NDR nun.
2026-11-03 04:03:40
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FroshtyYogurt :
memorable tlaga yung nanay mismo humawak sa balikat ko para sabhin .. tama na…. alam ko very unprofessional ginawa ko kasi niyakap ko n lng yung mother (FYI PICU nurse po ako) 7 yo severe bleeding dengue ung case ng bata 😭
2026-11-01 12:24:07
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Moi :
My father died peacefully and calmly. The nurses attempted to revive him, but failed. His doctor was there, just looking. I was mad at him kasi wala siyang ginagawa. Then, when I got out to feel some wind, I saw him outside, the doctor, facing the wall where no one could see his face. He was crying. Then I realized, he also did his best. He tried to save his patient, but he could not do miracles. He also felt the pain, not the pain of losing a father but the pain of losing someone he was trying to heal.
2026-11-05 07:25:27
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mazikeen :
i remember when me and my brother beg those nurses not to give up reviving my TATAY
2026-11-01 12:03:20
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maemaee, rn :
True ka jan Nurse Even! Sasabihin pa nila na baka kaya pa 😭
2026-11-01 11:45:39
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miminimu :
naalala ko si mama nung namatay sya. sa Mandaluyong hospital yun. nakakaloka binuka lang onti yung mata ni mama ng doctor tas sinabi sa harap namin "wala na to" nagtitigan na lang kame ni mama tas hinalikan ko noo nya 🥺 tas ako na lang din nagpupump ng oxygen sa kanya. tapos maya maya di na tumulo luha ni mama. grabe talaga. mag 30 na ako, pero feeling ko na stuck na ako tas feeling ko 17 years old pa din ako. I felt so left behind. been grieving ever since and I don't encourage you to do the same thing. move forward in life guys kahit masakit. naiiyak ako just by typing this 🥺
2026-11-02 22:43:25
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marissa_brewer07 :
dragging the family out of the room while they scream is something that you will never forget.
2026-11-04 21:41:41
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