@faith_over_fear1978:

WhatDoAmy :

Every relationship/marriage I’ve had (except high school boyfriend) was an icky. I’m 59, and it’s hard to live with. I’m saving money for a good lawyer - I figure this spring it will be adios sucker 🫡 🖕🏻. For now I just treat him the way he treats me. Funny how 11 yrs ago I had no clue for 1 or 2 yrs, he had a long love bomb. And here I sit out of financial worry. I have to manage the whole house from bills to funding repairmen to making doctors appts, you get the picture. I have been singing again. Playing my guitar too. This guy is messed up. He hates everything. And he makes me hate myself sometimes because I catch his vibe so hard I do treat him the same way. I begged him just go to a hotel for two nights, Airbnb for I month. This is disfunction junkshun. Hang onto yourself. (((Hugs)))