@0ok001: It's November 2nd. I missed November 1st by 51 minutes. I forgot to post because I cried and couldn't shake the feeling that nobody around me loves me. I feel like once I fix one problem many more come that ruin me and try to kill me. I want to be an artist, I want to paint my walls red. They say that bad art is more tragically beautiful than good art because it documents human failure. #real