@closet_chronicles1: Grief changes you. We had plans to be together, to have a baby, to spend our lives together. He even told me the name he wanted for our child. We loved each other, and the suddenly he was gone. That kind of loss changes you. Some people might never understand and that's ok. He's always with me; in my thoughts and in my heart. Sometimes I'll have a good day and I'll smile for a little bit and sometimes I have bad days. One day the good days will outnumber the bad ones. #grieftok #foreverloved #allsoulsday #copingwiththesuddenlossofalovedone #grief