@samanthaorfino: I WANTED SO BAD TO BE WRONG ••• But sometimes our mothers instinct is just so strong. Cooking dinner with my sweet Alana a few nights before I couldn't take the pain and sickness anymore, I had the feeling wash over me that my sweet boy was gone. I told Hayden that night and he held my belly and tried talking to him like he did most night. There was no little clicks and flutters this time. I knew before the Doppler confirmed it couldn't find a heartbeat. All I want is to bring a baby home💔 To my sweet twins, Luca and Luna, mommy loves you so much ❤️ - - - #twinloss #infantloss #mothersinstinct #momof4 #with4inheaven