@user829400420: we were so in love it’s hard to believe how far apart we’ve grown you used to look at me with this look in your eyes like you knew the world pulled so many strings just to deliver me to you i should’ve looked in your eyes one more time it would’ve changed my mind i wouldn’t have left i can’t live with the decision i made i know it’s not fair to you i never was and yet, you made me the happiest boy in all of history it makes sense that it was only temporary because i never deserved you in the first place it was a stroke of luck a miracle a twist of fate that was never intended for me oh but how i loved believing i was made for you i really hope i do it right with you in another universe just one time would be enough you have gifted me by teaching me all of you i think of joy and i hear your laugh i think of sweetness and i taste your lips again i think of love and all i see are the sparkles you used to have in your eyes when you looked at me and so, joy, sweetness, and love no longer exist in my life i should’ve given you peonies i’ll always love you my sweet girl