@iekaasyafikaa: I feel like I've lost myself completely. I've been drowning in all this pain, sampai satu tahap I almost gave up on life. Ya Allah, please take this feeling away from me. I'm tired of remembering everything. I'm tired of replaying all the memories in my head. I don't want to feel this pain anymore. I just want to forget, to breathe normally again, and to feel happy without pretending. Ya Allah, please give me peace. I just want my old self back. I'm so tired.