RosaeQuartz :
Last week I resign from my internship.. it was a big company with many opportunities for me.. but the only problem is that all of them is fast pace.. I couldn’t catch up with them, and 2 weeks with them, they started to interview me again, they don’t see my improvement/process so they said they want to terminate me for both side’s benefit .. until 1 month, I see I improve a lot on my work, but not my knowledge on the company.. but I still have improvement juga they say, but Im starting to overthink, what if I still not manage to follow their pace? And ended up they terminate me for good one day? So I decided to take a step back.. they want me to take another chance with them but I made my decision already.. so the for my final 3 days with them I seat with my director.. the. Feeling of being scared to him suddenly went away bcs he teaches me a lot that I actually see the growth how I respond to the enquiry.. but yeah, after my final day, he gave me advice and also blanja me matcha😭, i feel appreciated even if sekejap jk, so one of my colleagues gave me her bottle of daily affirmation to me, she said pick one.. and my star says “every decision I make is the best for my mental and physical health” it was so coincidence that i giggled 🤣 but yeah, im not saying they’re not good, maybe i waste the opportunity but deep in my heart, the opportunity is meant for someone else and I think this is for the best.. they all wish me the best in the future and im gonna miss them as well and my work😭😭
2026-11-03 05:08:52