@the.poet.lani: How it felt to beg god to help you, to see you, to hear you, but all you got back was silence #thepoetlani #thoughtdaughter #religioustrauma #gothic #relatable
I remember one specific night of begging and finally realizing that mf was not real cus if he was he would’ve been so irritated hearing me scream and beg
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___rawrliest___ :
this is why I’m spiritual now
2026-11-02 18:32:45
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akochills :
When I was a child begging god for bullying to stop and to take me out my abusive home
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whatwasigonnasay :
god Never saved me, I saved myself
2026-11-03 00:24:59
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🦭 :
god never helped me but manifesting did lol
2026-11-03 06:34:00
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SAINT :
Cried to god for blessing all I got was pain
2026-11-03 13:47:27
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🌑 :
he helps who he wants to help whenever he feels like it fr
2026-11-04 05:39:46
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m :
i talk to god but the sky is empty
2026-11-03 00:56:48
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Myaメ𝟶 :
I cried, in the hospital waiting room for god to save my little brother. The only thing i heard was my stepmother running down the corridor crying and my dad running right after.
2026-11-04 05:11:11
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xo.lisa.iqq :
and thats why i left religion
2026-11-03 15:18:06
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𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘦 ⏾ :
I remember having a cross with two little angels above my bed as a child, I prayed every night hoping God or literally anyone would help my mom who was single and doing everything alone, not a damn answer, and everyone treated her different for being a single mother in church when she tried to find community. Now we are both very spiritual people 🫶🏽
2026-11-03 23:32:54
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THE MF QUEEN :
and some people say “he answers on his own time “ “god timing” hes heard people plead to take their pain and give them peace of mind and decides it’s not worth his help?!?
2026-11-03 17:42:01
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lils 🧁🦢 :
I begged god for the fear to end. I was suffering from undiagnosed ocd, spiraling for hours every night for years
2026-11-04 04:54:46
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Wallflower :
why did he left me or maybe he was never there for me!!
2026-11-04 05:35:28
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Nɨȼøłɇ 🫶🏼 :
I still believe 🤍
2026-11-04 05:38:36
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Hannah❤️🍒 :
the teacher is always silent during a test. Even if you dont feel his guidance, he will never leave or forsake you🫶🏻🫶🏻
2026-11-03 15:33:04
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🪷 :
“God is such a girl dad!” Definitely not if he’s watched me cry and beg for his help every night and did NOTHING😭
2026-11-03 05:36:54
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nicole :
This one hurts
2026-11-03 01:01:26
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arigato :
i hate him
2026-11-03 04:36:14
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unknown :
crying to god to make u straight at the age of 13 to save ur relationship w ur parents and nothing happening rly opened my eyes
2026-11-03 18:37:05
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Sabrina :
And then you start wondering if you should pray to Satan.
2026-11-03 00:42:37
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sheyluvsj7 :
But I still believe he’ll come through for me…. I know he will
2026-11-03 06:22:26
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Lol :
Then I found witchcraft
2026-11-03 07:35:25
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pika pika ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) :
I manifest now
2026-11-03 00:44:28
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