@luking4sumcompany: part 5 I woke up in so much pain looked down had staples in my stomach IV tubes all inme hooked up to machines and in pain like I've never felt nurse said where I was if I remembered I said yes and passed back out was like that for the next 3 days before the pain started getting easier to deal with until the therapy nurses came in on the 3rd or 4th day and wanted me to walk I had to lay down flat and stretching my stomach like that brought all that pain back and more and I screamed loud as I could as i leaned back and they helped me an was sitting on my ass after they started helping me I didn't want to but I did they came one more time and they were real busy so I start walking around myself once to the lobby when they found out they were mad insurance reasons but I told the doctor I didnt want to be there anymore to give me my walking papers but sIad he couldn't until I took a shit to make sure everything was okay I understood that and told him soon as I do I'm calling you to sign my release papers the second day I was there my roommates came and visited me and the 3rd day my son and his girlfreind was at the hospital also they stayed for a few days their last day there I had them sneak me some food in and after I ate that I finally took the best shit I ever took better then sex but hurt like hell and soon as I did I called the nurse showed her and told her call the doctor right now I'm going home it took all day but they finally showed up and gave me my walking papers and wheeled me to the waiting area for my ride to get there hour later he was there and I left here what it looks like now but I survived because I just wasn't ready to leave my kids I could have gave up but the thought of not being there for my son made me want to survive that's why I can tell my story today
