I been having a lot of bad days. I just been in lots of pain with my wisdom teeth. I have not gotten better. My depression gotten worse and my mental health as well. Idk who I am anymore. I overthink so much and worry. Depression took over my life. Idk who I am anymore. My memories are fading. I don’t have any memory. I always see the good people and a good heart and well it doesn’t win it’s been shot down millions of times. I been shot millions of times and I still am getting it. I been hurt so many times and I’m still hurt. I’m getting shattered like glass. My heart has been getting knives thrown at it and swords lots of stuff and it doesn’t end there. I’m breaking. My heart black. My hearts to stay but my brain wants to give up I been dealing with that a lot. I’m drowning. I’m fading. Idk who I am anymore. I’m drowning. I can’t swim and find shore. Idk where shore is. Idk where light is. Idk who I am anymore. I don’t sleep. My brain is fogging: I have so many thoughts. I’m always heavy. I can’t swim. I’m drowning fast. I can’t swim up. I’m in quick sand. That sinking and I can’t get up. I need a reason to survive to live. I’m struggling so much. I’m so sorry. I will be alive always.
2026-11-04 01:48:15
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