@ellieconqin: I’m 41🔄, almost 51🔄, and i’m trying to scooter to and from the gym alone. I already scooter to and from school, the gym is not much farther than the school is. My mother says I have to go with my brother in order to go, but he doesn’t even go, even if i did go with him and he went, I’d have to wait on him to finish working out, or if he’s done and i’m not, i’d have to leave UNFINISHED. my brother went all alone at 14, but again, i’m a girl. I wouldn’t be wearing some tight shorts and sports bra to the gym like women do, i’d be wearing baggy clothes. I could bring a taser or pocketknife, but i’d “freeze up” because that’s what “everyone does” I’ve tried telling her how unhappy with myself I am, but she doesn’t care because there’s the possibility i’d be kidnapped. She gets mad I don’t like to swim, or go to the beach, but she knows it’s because i hate myself, she doesn’t care. I’ve told her how insecure i am and i want to go to the gym to fix that, but she says a THERAPIST will help me. Like right a therapist is gonna build me the muscles that’ll make me happy. She told me I can workout at home, but i don’t have a single piece of equipment, and i don’t want to spend hundreds just to not achieve what i want. because when have you ever seen someone have a physique from working out at home be as good as working out in the gym. Even if so, 2 YEARS at home might equivelate to 8-ish months in the gym. #gym #muscle #physique #workout #fyp

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Tuesday 03 November 2026 21:19:06 GMT