@whts.yoname: #yunki || #enhypen I miss you. I miss the friendship we had. four years down the drain. I'm so sorry for fucking up. I wish i didn't, I really wish I didn't. I miss what we had and what connection kept us together. I know i might display hatred for you but on the inside all I have is a lingering pain in my chest that won't go away knowing you're not in m life anymore. I'll still consider you my bestfriend no matter what and no matter what happens in life. You were truly the only reason why I kept going in life, why I believed there was still hope in staying here. I sound so parasocial and shit but I just miss you, I miss us. You understood me when no one else did and I fucked it all over just for some small reason. I'm so sorry. I really am. Maybe it's too late to apologize but at least I can get the feeling off my chest, right? I love you a lot and please, don't leave my life forever. I can't do this without you. I'm so sorry. #exbsf #imy #vent
