@helloidk003: Vent 2. It seems everyday it just goes wrong. I will be okay then im not, i try distracting myself and it does work but once those moments are done it just goes horribly for me, how do i solve this? How am i supposed too act like everything is okay when deep down i am just some sad loser who keeps everything to himself and tells no one but a random tiktok account i have. How can i even get to the point where i dont think of her at all, shes on my mind 24/7 basically the second i even hear the first letters of her name my mental just goes bad. Im so so done feeling this way and its been about 2 months now almost maybe? My birthday is soon and knowing im spending it alone instead of with her just kille me. She was supposed too be there the whole way together. We were supposed too be there for each other. I realized now everything said meant nothing and was meaningless yet knowing me i will fall for the tricks again. I miss feeling appreciated or actually wanted by somebody. I miss wanting to be talked to i miss good morning texts or even someone saying they love me. I miss it all and this need is just a downside of my life it feels like. Needing to feel something is just the worse part of my life and forever will be. Knowing i would give a girl anything yet get done in a wrong way is just a terrible downside yet i cant come around to be that guy to start hoeing around or rebounding. I just cant do it and never will

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