@charlesr824: This was at the height of it all the night I decided to step away, literally the hardest decision of my life I still battle myself with this decision on whether it’s the right one but I couldn’t lie to myself things weren’t changing and I wasn’t happy. What could I do, I gotta prioritize my kids I need help them to be respected and not treated unfairly I also wanted consistency and I couldn’t get that either. I can you be somewhere or with someone and still feel lonely is what I asked myself but that was me living this life. I like to keep my private life personal but I needed to get this of my chest. I feel like I need to get this weight off me and I have nothing bad to say about this person like she has done to me but I understand when you get hurt you react a certain way so I understand why you did what you did but I’m above the drama I lost it all years ago so with that happening came maturity and growing up and understanding I don’t need all that when I’m upset I just gotta move forward with life
