@sycamorepark: I don’t know if these words will ever find you, and I don’t know if they need to. But there are things I understand now that I wish I had understood when you were still close enough to tell me. For a long time, I thought missing you meant I had to find my way back to you. I thought that if I could just explain how sorry I was, or show you how much I still cared, it might somehow make things right. But I’m beginning to understand that missing someone doesn’t give you the right to disturb the peace they’ve found without you. You were there in ways I didn’t always know how to appreciate. You understood me when I struggled to understand myself. And maybe I got so used to you being there that I forgot you could grow tired too. That you were carrying things I should have noticed. That love could be real and still not be enough to make everything okay. I’m sorry for the times I came back because I missed the comfort of you, without thinking about what my return might reopen. I’m sorry for the things I only learned after you had to live through them. I still think of you. Some days more than I know how to explain. There are songs I can’t hear without wondering where you are, whether you’re happy, whether the things that once hurt you have finally become easier to carry. But I don’t want my regret to become another weight for you. You don’t owe me a conversation, an answer, or a place in the life you’ve built. I hope it’s a beautiful life. I hope you feel loved in it. And if these words ever do find you, I hope they ask nothing of you. I only wanted to say that I’m sorry, that I’m grateful, and that I’m learning to let your peace matter as much as my longing. #sad #samantha #ex #ughwhyamievenaddingthese

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Thursday 05 November 2026 04:53:47 GMT