@strnger189:

Alexanderthegreat :

Look I don’t know your situation only you do but i believe this is something everyone could use🙂. You Gotta understand that you are the person that impacts yourself the most because you're the only person in this life that controls your thoughts and actions. While other people can influence you and add onto you as a person, you have to define who you are as a person in the first place. Things like Love, Happiness and Meaning can't be gained externally, other people can only add depth to these things. You gotta find what makes you happy and pursue it and create your own meaning within yourself, learn to love yourself even when your flawed work towards being better. The key is and believing it can get better or it will feel hopeless even if you're moving in the right direction, and putting yourself out there for the right people to find you. Best of luck stay strong 🙏✌️