@itsbrittanyashley: Like I’m telling you as someone who is literally trusting God every day. Life gets so much easier when you surrender control. For me having my Disability put me in a position where I had to learn to life things at his altar. And it was hard! I used to be paralyzed by anxiety, severely OCD, always overthinking. But I learned that when you’re going through so much real pain you don’t have time to care about anything else and it got easier to let things go, let people go and cast my cares because I didn’t have the energy to do anything else. I’m honestly still on my journey. I don’t know what’s next. I don’t know what it’s going to look like, but I have learned to “ let go and let God “ because you will literally drive yourself crazy trying to play God