chosenwithouttrying :
One last thing, even as adults our brains are sponges. These folks have INTENTIONALLY subjected me to such VILE treatment, they can make any assertion or excuse that they want but what they’ve done to me would’ve driven them crazy, that’s why they did it to me, BUT GOD. After all they’ve done, I don’t even hate em nor myself. I’m not gon play with em, never was playing with em but I don’t hate em. They know all that they’ve done and God does too. I don’t see a victory when I see all they’ve done, I see sickness. You see, there’s a difference between stumbling or falling, only to rise again and just willingly wallowing in mud. I’ve watched these folks just throw all restraints off and sacrifice themselves in the name of “teaching me lessons” or “making me look bad”. It’s a dangerous game whenever you allow someone to control you to the point that you destroy yourself, trying to destroy them. You see, at least the last 4-5 years have been damage control but while trying to do damage control to spare themselves, they dug themselves into deeper pits. They wanted me helpless and hopeless but when all that they’ve done to me spins the block, that’s exactly what many of them will experience, helplessness and hopelessness. God has been keeping me through all they’ve been doing, who’s gonna keep them when payday arrives? They’re owed the vengeance of The Lord. We all are owed the worst, on any give dat but God sent himself encased in flesh so we wouldn’t receive what is owed, if we receive his sacrifice of Jesus Christ. These folks just been doing stuff beyond receiving Jesus Christ, all sin except one can be forgiven but we sometimes still suffer consequences, they’ve been trying to dodge those consequences.
2026-11-06 02:33:16