@friggenflopper: is this what it feels like to finally be at peace with it? finally realizing how peaceful it would be? there’s so much and nothing holding me back at the same time. but anyone would expect this from me, im small in anyone’s eyes. I tried so hard to grow, to be different, to be seen differently. but you cannot change others, only yourself. I hope it will be as peaceful as the peaceful life I’ve yearned for.