Dump :
Since November 2025, when I failed my first attempt at the board exam, I honestly felt so lost and devastated. I didn't know what to do with myself. Good thing I had my family, friends, and even the guy who was courting me at that time. They were there to encourage me to try again, especially him.
But just when I was preparing for my second attempt, he left. And damn, that hurt more than I could explain. Wuahaha. I struggled to focus, lost my motivation, and spent countless nights crying myself to sleep. But despite everything, I still pushed through and took the exam. Unfortunately, I failed again.
Months passed, and I decided to give it another shot. I tried again, hoping things would finally turn out differently, but I didn't make it once more.
There were moments when I felt disappointed with God. I even found myself questioning Him and wondering why things had to happen this way. But eventually, I humbled myself, asked for forgiveness, and prayed for His guidance again.
At this point, I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I feel unmotivated, lost, and I find myself crying more often than I'd like to admit. But deep down, I know there must be a reason behind all of this. I may not understand it now, but I still choose to trust His timing. I still believe that everything will eventually fall into place and that nothing is impossible with Him. I'm just hoping that one day, all these tears, setbacks, and unanswered prayers will finally make sense.
2026-11-08 06:05:51