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This happened to me, I hit a very low point when I wasn't really practicing, So I started praying and praying and I'd beg and beg, and nothing , then I'd start questioning the faith. Very Long story short, it taught me tawakul, and it taught me that none have Allah's wisdom and why he does things, I remembered how he allowed his beloved prophets to suffer 1000x more than I did , when they done nothing wrong at all, I remembered the story of Ayoub (as).
I used to ask 'Why didn't Allah give me what I'm asking for' then I realised after some time, he is in the process of Giving me and preparing me not for what I want, but what's better for me. I realised that the pain he let me go thru wasn't a punishment it was a call back to him, and Alhamdullah I answered I went back to him, then my eyes started to open up, my duas changed from , Please Allah give back what you took from me to ' Oh Allah you know what's best for me as you are who created me, so give me what you find is best for me I only ask that you don't allow me to turn back away from you anymore, don't let me to loose my faith, keep me on the right path always'. I've never been happier Alhamdullah, and for anyone who is struggling Do Not Loose faith, focus on Allah learn from what Allah is teaching you. Another example I used once to my brother was. When a soldier wants to become part of a special unit, he can't just apply and go in, he goes thru extreme and brutal training, he must prepare and train himself for that position, and condition himself before he can get there and once he is ready he will get that position, right now your going through that preparation and conditioning, and InshAllah you will get there. May you all find your faith inshAllah and keep you all on the right path.
2026-11-06 17:25:25