Strawbery :
Loads, gawa naman ng song oh about a hidden crush. It's not about being torpe since very stereotypical nayan eh. It's about having a crush on the golden boy in my college days, nagging kaklase ko 2nd until nag graduate. Even board exam review classmates rin, sa lanya pako nag patahal ng lapis too hahaha And now we're new RN. Sudden crush eh, we've known each other as classmates , nagging magka duty during clinicals so we're comfortable with each other's presence, but we're not very close to talaga since ibax ng circle of friends. D ko Sha type tbh if physically lang, but all qualities nya parang sun, he's teachers favorite, napaka talino, pambato in debate, research, abroad pambato rin, leader sa redcross sa school, leader ng every group, Basta super talino even in talking napaka uhmm Though I got immunity from all that, an accidental eye contact sparks butterflies in my stomach like I never felt before during one of our classes. Ako Ambivert na tao, I don't do eye contacts usually, if I did nothing really special happens that's my first eh, parang suntok sa simura sa feeling, blanko LAHAT and all. I avoided him though for months, I got scared with those foreign feelings, Sabi kasi pag ganyan your body is warning you, that's not love or what. But ya know if puso nagising, kahit Anong luko ng utak mo your heart will lead itself it'll keep begging your brain sa LAHAT ng delulu sa Mundo. I even wrote him a letter eh during our retreat sa sister's kombento. But ending I just gave him a formal letter and hid the love letter til it got wet dahil nalabhan ko. 1yr ko na keep this crushing era before ko nasabi sa cousin ko, nag tampo pa bff ko but d nya alam, kasi naman she told me to tell her only if my bf nako, not crushes lang hahaha. Mali ko lang, I told my new ka duty friend about him and my feelings, na chika nya agad sa iba though no name placing but siya lang Isa sa mga straight sa klase eh, Ang very eligible for crushes so someone na mas close sa kanya shock na shock, sinigaw pa sa eating hall like, crush mo si anooo!!? 4x yata, I felt so pahiya te like to the max, nag init buong katawan ko and I just wanna beat her hard. then I deny her claim, but wala si crush
2026-11-07 19:04:33