@trvgicgirl: feeling like a failure is something that happens to me everyday and is a constant reminder in my head like a pop up ad that just wont go away and seems to persist on and on and on no matter how many times you try to shut it out. so many times a month something always happens or i just remember how nothing i do ever seems to be right and at the end of the day no matter what i say or try to do its never right and someone always ends up upset or frustrated because of me and my own incapability to understand anything and do it correctly. its like maybe i should just kayemess if i cant contribute to anything or live up to the standards of anyone because if anything and everything i do just ends up upsetting people in the long run then how am i supposed to enjoy anything when i already fully know and acknowledge my stupidity and lack of comprehension? it never gets better i kept telling myself that everything would be okay and that i shouldnt let this flaw define who i am as a person but again it just seems to play over and over in my head like a broken record. no matter what i do something is always wrong Nothing I Do Ever Contributes To Anything I Will Always Fail Everything I Will Always Disappoint Everybody And I Cant Fix It i cant Fix Myself because thats just who i am and now i have to live with it the constant shame and embarrassment of always doing something wrong no matter what #failure
