#musteatinmycity #help #bipolar1 #dysphoria #fypシ゚viral My name is ella. I have bipolar 1, with dysphoric manic episodes and psychosis. I’ve been working extremely hard on my mental health to find stability. I’ve had times where I’ve had to pack all of my clothes and hygiene products in grocery sacks and move constantly. If you don’t know moving usually triggers mania if untreated. I’m tired of moving and looking for a home I can call my own. I’ve been dating the same man for over two years now, and we’re looking to find a home together. I have very little belongings from the moves and really don’t have the financial means to afford furniture, cleaning products, decor, etc. I’ve made a list of things that I would want in my first home. For background, I applied, interviewed and got the job in a marketplace. And looking for a serving job on the side. With my marketplace job and my boyfriend’s small business we’ll be able to afford rent for a small apartment. Anything helps and yall are willing to add any thing that would me helpful to our new home. Life has been very hard and I don’t expect anything to come from this TikTok. But god has me and I am grateful for the opportunity I get to have an apartment regardless of if I’ll be sleeping on a pallet. God bless. And thank you to anyone who helps or just prays for us. Also would love to reach out and talk to anyone who has experience with these same kinds of episodes and how to help more with them. Check out this Gift List I just created. https://www.amazon.com/registries/gl/guest-view/2H5OCEVF5LHT5?ref_=cm_sw_r_apin_ggr-subnav-share_49QM2MMVWEKFVF2AWDPH_1&language=en-US - @fuygtyfxb