@kentbanner: Really tho. #alone

ChosenOne :

Alot of people can't being alone ... mental it brecks them down ... there's power in isolation, you find out who's really there for you and who's not, most important you find out who you really are and that you can really do it all alone without anybody's help without money without employment without running water without electricity all the while people just watching struggle hoping you fucking fall, praying on your downfall praying on your misfortunes. the power of discernment did you choose to hear and listen you're stronger than you need thing that you will come against even if it's a group or organization or the whole town.. to choose a higher powered my Lord Jesus Christ to guide me the son of the father who walked this Earth with no sin only to be marked ridicured beat and murdered on the streets by its people.. I choose Him , not a false God , not a woman not a child not a mother not a father not a brother a sister not another human being. his journey has been struggle but I think about my Lord Jesus Christ how he walked his journey without showing it ounce of emotion without showing it ounce of fear or anger, all he sure was compassion love understanding and healed.. there's no way that I could ever be like him because I'm human I have faults I will lash out, I will yell, poin, t and speak my mind.... and if you made a choice or not to support me when I was down and out and people were laughing at me and thought I would never make it back up or stand up again you do not get the opportunity to come back in my life now you weren't there then and you won't be here now there's nothing you can say or do to change my mind about that I will walk the rest of my days surrounded by people or this town and not say a word... I hope it was worth it I hope you had you had that hip replacement you were wishing for I hope you got that car you were dreaming of I hope you got closer to your family that you were strange from I hope you win in life but at the same time I do not get the opportunity to even be knowledge about me...Have a good life people, you truly deserve it.. you didn't beat me you didn't break me you didn't shut me up you didn't make me go crazy ..