nxce.faa.whut :
It actually is a big deal, and the song makes so much sense.
"There's no remedy for memories", she wants to forget him, but she can't. "Your face is like a melody, it won't leave my head", all she has left are the memories of him and everything she felt.
"Your soul is haunting me, telling me everything is fine, but I wish I were dead", even the people who were supposed to love and support her made her feel so miserable that she wished she could disappear.
"No one compares to you, I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side", he didn't treat her as fragile as everyone else did, but somehow ended up breaking her even worse.
"There's no relief, I see you in my sleep", everyone is rushing her to move on, telling her to grow up, slow tf down at the same time.
And "every time I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise", she's blind, and those memories of almost being free, of falling in love like a normal person, become her own dark paradise. it wasn't real in the way she wanted it to be, but it's the only thing she has left to hold onto.
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