@compulsivescapist: ima show u avoidant #petty #sensitive #fyp #real #avoidant

compulsivescapist :

i am officially done with this shit, like i’m deadass fed up and refuse to let myself be like every other woman in my family that has entirely lost their self respect just to be with a boy. i’m not gonna continue to make myself look stupid for you. you acted like you wanted me and then as soon as u realized u could catch my attention u got bored and stopped putting in effort. its like everyone that shows interest in me gets some sort of ego boost by me talking to them and putting effort into getting to know them. it feels like nothing in my life has been genuine but instead have been a series of tests. i’m always being taught some kind of lesson. i won’t let myself become some stupid inside joke between u and ur friends or some kind of notch on ur belt. trust, i can take a hint and ima give u all the space u need and then some. i hate being so full of anger and resentment and having to utilize it to get over people but it always comes to that. swear ima stand on ts and give u that same energy back 🙏