Ashie Animations :
Once I finally experiences what happened to me before and what I am now, mad me finally realized why there are people trying to re-live the past. But let me explain mine. To be crystal clear, I'm not re-living the past or ever plan on to, though there are things I rather have then what I got now. Back then, I have friends who cares so much for me. they always have time for me. But more and more of the future comes, things wasn't fun anymore, everyone distance me without explaining why. I never intended to keep them in my hands, though I wouldn't let them walk away without explaining why. And then, when I try to explain if it all was on me, I wanted to correct it, but for a while it wasnt me. But throughout time again, they finally decided to play the blaming card game where the blame me for stupid shit they causes. I try to keep growing, but I can't grow if they keep shutting me out. I don't accept things in thin air or making random thoughts and made an act of being ture when it's not. But anyways, life became worse and made many posts on the way. But why should I accept that? Why should I forget everything, even the moments that are important to me? There is no future without the past. You don't get to decide which path is better or which was is correct. You don't know anyone on what they gone through. If Somebody life is better back then than now, let them choose what life they want to live in. If my future is going to be against me, I'm not choosing that life. Ill always choose whatever makes me happy most, not what I get throughout time. Idc if I'm problematic when I say this, that is not my decision to make.
2026-11-09 19:59:56