HR :
Good grief. I feel if something can go wrong, it will. Stubbing toes, biting tongue & cheek, hitting items with my shin (skin graft portion), neighbour(s) trying to infiltrate my energy. I had supper last night, and the SAME waitress tried to over bill for the second time this month. Dreams involving someone I love (over n over again), like x4 nights in a row. Walk all the way down to the library, to notice I left my cash behind (have printing to do). Every time I choose a path, the decisions get bigger. I can’t even remember when I took an Ativan, let alone x2 of them back to back. So much dark energy in public spaces, I’m naturally a shit magnet I swear. Anyhoo… I’m going to isolate for a few days, and sneak out to get this printing done. It seems medial I know, but even if my tests were extraordinaire, it will break the strongest of people. I was a very ugly man until I experienced myself, and got serious on healing. Crack, coke, meth… left all of it behind 37 months ago. Clean as a whistle, but feel the very same as when I started this journey. Like wrapping my hand around throats. I just need to isolate with my thoughts. I’m done too.
2026-11-09 16:20:04