@rachaeleley1989: 🦋 Behind the Smile | Our Birthday 💔 Tomorrow is the 10th of November. My birthday. But also my big brother Michael’s birthday. 🤍 For my entire life, we’ve shared this date. No matter where life took us or what happened along the way, the 10th of November was always ours. But this year is different. This year, I get another birthday, and my big brother doesn’t. 💔 And that is something I’m struggling to get my head around. I never imagined I’d be facing a birthday knowing he was no longer here. I’d give anything to know he was happy, safe and at peace. I wish life had been kinder to you, Michael. I wish you’d had more time, more happiness and more birthdays ahead of you. And more than anything, I wish you were still here. Tomorrow I’ll try to smile. I’ll try to celebrate. But there will always be a part of me wishing I could turn back time. And although it breaks my heart that you’re not here, I find comfort in imagining that you and our beautiful Amy will be together for your birthday. 🕊️ I hope she’s giving you the biggest birthday hug I hope you’re both laughing, smiling and celebrating somewhere beautiful, free from all the pain this world brought. And I hope somehow you both know just how desperately you’re loved and missed down here. 💔 No matter how old I get, I’ll always be your little sister. And no matter what life brought our way, I’ll never stop loving you. The 10th of November will always be OUR day. 🤍🕊️ I love you both. Yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever. 💔🤍 #behindthesmile #mentalhealthmatters #GriefJourney #missingyou #birthdayinheaven

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