@emiliebeli: October was such a busy month for me, but I’ve only realized a week ago that I had been under a negative full of tempest cloud that threatened to explode at any moment. I was constantly tired and sick, I didn’t want to see anyone,… It did start because the cinema magazine I worked for decided to stop our collaboration, it was definitely something I didn’t see coming and it broke my heart somehow… But instead of realizing how bad it affected me, I pushed the pace higher, two weeks later I was sick (and as I am writing this, I am still sick). My body was clearly telling me to stop and so, I did. And I focused on all the things I loved instead, reading books or watching movies, limiting my scrolling time, seeing my best friends and spending quality time with them, but also giving myself space to experience new things or dive back into hobbies that made me the happiest as a kid! But most importantly I gave myself time, because my recevoir was completely empty and I had to fill it up! And while it’s not even close to be replenished, today I felt a lot more like myself and I felt actually creative and motivated! So if you’ve read this all the way, keep your hopes up, but give yourself time 💌 You’re worthy.

Emilie Beli

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Monday 09 November 2026 21:44:09 GMT