@chelsiehill_: This year has held more heartbreak than I ever imagined 🙏🏼 In January, we lost our first baby. Then we found the courage to hope again… only to lose another. Today was supposed to be the day we met you. People say, “At least it was early,” but they have no idea how much I had already imagined. The scan photo. The announcement we were getting ready for when I was miscarrying. A newborn during Christmas. Watching our daughter finally become a big sister. I had already pictured our life as the four of us. So when we lost you, we didn’t just lose a pregnancy. We lost the future we had already started dreaming about. After two miscarriages back to back, I carry so much anxiety and heartbreak around trying again. Part of me wants nothing more than to grow our family, while another part is terrified of going through this pain for a third time. Sometimes, I feel like my body has failed my family. I know it’s not true, but it’s how I feel. Confused. 😔 Miscarriage is such a silent heartbreak. A little piece of me feels missing because I think a little piece of me went with each of you👼🏼👼🏼 And while I lost my babies, my husband lost his too. He was strong for both of us when I couldn’t be, holding me through a pain neither of us could fix❤️‍🩹 Today we should have been meeting you. Instead, I’ll be thinking about both of you…the two babies we were so excited for, the two futures we had already started imagining! Forever our babies. Forever loved. 🤍 #miscarriageawareness

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Wednesday 11 November 2026 21:02:23 GMT