🇨🇦GR3G🇵🇭 :
I asked my crush today “what do you think of me? Be honest”, she said “you’re a sweet kid”, I told her that I asked her that because I feel like I annoy or make her uncomfortable everytime I talk to her, now I feel like I’m making her uncomfortable, and not only that, but my “best friend” keeps calling me retard (I’m autistic btw), I played along but it’s getting fucking annoying, I could’ve tell the teacher but I feel like the teacher wouldn’t done anything about it so I just had a crash out, and then I moved science classes (my old science teacher is caring, the new science class is loud and annoying but it’s better IG), he’s a POOR IMITATION OF MY BEST FRIEND and my other friend from a program I used to go (There were 6 of us before, but we all graduated and went to separate high schools, my other friend, my crush and I are in the same high school) stopped talking to me, I didn’t even do shit to him, and I used to have 2 friend groups (1 from my main school, the other from my program.) the main school friend group had so much fucking drama, but I still am loyal to everyone and I think I’m the foundation of our friend group (despite there being a group leader and the group leader was the first group member), the main school friend group is 1 grade below me (before I was grade 8, now I’m in grade 9 high school, they were before grade 7, all of them are in grade 8.) I even had a best friend from my main school group, but for some reason the group leader and my best friend keep on getting into drama with each other. I not sure if he’s even part of the group anymore, and not only that, but I’ve been lonely, no one understands who I fucking am, I never had friends that are in the same classes I’m in, yes I have friends but I meant best friends that have the same interest as me, care about me, and invite me to hangout (ONLY HAPPENED ONCE), and I remember on Valentine’s Day I never got anything from anyone on my class, holy shit.. I just wish I have someone who would hangout with me because I’m so lonely
2026-11-14 00:20:25