@ayealysse: even though i love christmas and cozy sweater weather season, going into this time of year always has such a heaviness since the last 4 years of infertility. the holidays where you always think it will be different than the year before. the questions and comments from people who are supposed to love and support you that just hurt and wound you deeper. the doubt that your future will ever have what you believe your heart truly wants. and the doubt that outweighs that even more of if you are even meant for it anyways. so for now mentally, i’m here at a beach sunset bonfire with warm water, salt water filled hair, and about to eat a s’more #infertility #pof

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Saturday 14 November 2026 23:44:14 GMT