@reneeimmaonig: im doing better than you though. you would think since the world is a reflection of me and my mood that you would be nicer to me. so you could have a good life too. mine isnt for the weak and I dont do fake friends and family anymore. read a story im going in on this alone. when. I dont know. when they bring chaos. imma jump out the bed like grandpa Joe. lol. you're all disgusting and im embarassed of you all for the lack of love you have. ill never be cold cuz im a living breathing feeling person. you're not used to it.