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vieneduardallydlavadi
VΞINΛVΛDIA :
I always said I would take a bullet for you. Just never knew the bullet would come from you😔
2026-08-16 11:09:59
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fallen_fox_017
Fallen_fox_01 :
I guess… I’d say: I see you. All of it. The road that broke you, the turns you couldn’t undo. I don’t forgive the bullet—but I forgive the hand that holds it. Because that hand used to hold mine in the dark. So do what you have to. But know this—when you pull that trigger, you’re not killing a stranger. You’re killing the only one who ever really knew your name. And I’ll still be the last thing you remember before the silence. Then I’d close my eyes—not to hide, but to let them see me unarmed, unmasked, unafraid. Because some friendships don’t end with a bang. They end with a choice. And mine was to love them even then.
2026-07-18 09:50:44
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vkk675
Vkk :
i survived all the snakes just to be killed by a butterfly
2026-08-17 17:12:26
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redkiller6900
cheeseeater123 :
You still owe me 5 bucks
2026-07-02 20:10:09
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harryrutter4
The British biker 🇬🇧 :
I gave you all I had… (only true OG know this line)
2026-07-02 14:15:32
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grace.omolara6
MARVELOUS5K :
I knew darkness kills but I never expected it from my shadow
2026-07-02 17:39:55
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bry.maniaul
bry :
So… this is really how it ends?! After EVERYTHING we’ve been through?! After every stupid night we stayed up talking, every time you were the only person I could run to when everything felt like SHIT, every time you told me “I GOT YOU!!!”… YOU’RE the one standing there holding a fucking gun at me?! I’m looking at your hands shaking and I don’t even recognize you anymore!!! I should be scared… I SHOULD BE FUCKING TERRIFIED!!! But all I can think about is us!!! All those years, all those memories, all those times I called you my BROTHER!!! I trusted you more than anybody!!! I defended you when everyone told me not to, stayed when shit got difficult, forgave you when nobody else would because I genuinely believed there was NOTHING you could ever do that would make me give up on you!!! And now I’m staring at you wondering when the hell I became somebody you could point a gun at!!! WAS ANY OF IT REAL?! DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! Because you meant EVERYTHING to me!!! You were family to me… not because we had to be, BUT BECAUSE I FUCKING CHOSE YOU!!! So if you’re really going to do this… just look at me first!!! LOOK AT ME!!! Remember every time we laughed until we couldn’t breathe!!! Remember every dumb argument, every secret, every promise, EVERY FUCKING MEMORY!!! Because I’m still looking at you and somehow I don’t hate you!!! THAT’S WHAT FUCKING HURTS!!! After all of this, a part of me is still waiting for you to lower that gun!!! A part of me still thinks you’re gonna look at me and say, “bro… I could never do this to you.” And if you did… I’d probably fucking forgive you!!! But if you don’t… if this really is the last time I ever get to look at you… then I just need you to know one thing!!! I NEVER REGRETTED CHOOSING YOU!!! Not once!!! And maybe someday you’ll remember me and reach for your phone before realizing there’s nobody left to call!!! Maybe you’ll remember my stupid laugh, the shit we used to talk about, and all the plans we thought we had
2026-08-29 08:04:23
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meandpeace5
Me :
Laughs and says “Better not miss “, put on a peaceful smile 😊
2026-08-19 07:03:54
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mandeestrong
MandeeStrong :
So… this is really how it ends?! After EVERYTHING we’ve been through?! After every stupid night we stayed up talking, every time you were the only person I could run to when everything felt like SHIT, every time you told me “I GOT YOU!!!”… YOU’RE the one standing there holding a fucking gun at me?! I’m looking at your hands shaking and I don’t even recognize you anymore!!! I should be scared… I SHOULD BE FUCKING TERRIFIED!!! But all I can think about is us!!! All those years, all those memories, all those times I called you my BROTHER!!! I trusted you more than anybody!!! I defended you when everyone told me not to, stayed when shit got difficult, forgave you when nobody else would because I genuinely believed there was NOTHING you could ever do that would make me give up on you!!! And now I’m staring at you wondering when the hell I became somebody you could point a gun at!!! WAS ANY OF IT REAL?! DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! Because you meant EVERYTHING to me!!! You were family to me… not because we had to be, BUT BECAUSE I FUCKING CHOSE YOU!!! So if you’re really going to do this… just look at me first!!! LOOK AT ME!!! Remember every time we laughed until we couldn’t breathe!!! Remember every dumb argument, every secret, every promise, EVERY FUCKING MEMORY!!! Because I’m still looking at you and somehow I don’t hate you!!! THAT’S WHAT FUCKING HURTS!!! After all of this, a part of me is still waiting for you to lower that gun!!! A part of me still thinks you’re gonna look at me and say, “bro… I could never do this to you.” And if you did… I’d probably fucking forgive you!!! But if you don’t… if this really is the last time I ever get to look at you… then I just need you to know one thing!!! I NEVER REGRETTED CHOOSING YOU!!! Not once!!! And maybe someday you’ll remember me and reach for your phone before realizing there’s nobody left to call!!! Maybe you’ll remember my stupid laugh, the shit we used to talk about, and all the plans we thought we had time for!!! And maybe THAT’S when it’ll finally hit you!!! You didn’t just lose your best friend that night… YOU LOST THE ONE PERSON WHO STOOD THERE WITH A GUN POINTED AT HIM… AND STILL HOP
2026-09-03 01:15:42
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cherokeebare
Cherokee Bare :
“I Gave You All I Had”-Arthur Morgan 😣
2026-07-22 23:09:41
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phantommenece6
Notification :
stare at him and just smile
2026-07-02 11:30:35
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tiktok.comhi89
kisha :
So…...... this is really how it ends?! After EVERYTHING we’ve been through?! After stupid night we stayed up talking, every time you were the only person I could run to when everything felt like SHIT, every time you told me “I GOT YOU!!!”… YOU’RE the one standing there holding a fucking gun at me?! I’m looking at your hands shaking and I don’t even recognize you anymore!!! I should be scared… I SHOULD BE FUCKING TERRIFIED!!! But all I can think about is us!!! All those years, all those memories, all those times I called you my BROTHER!!! I trusted you more than anybody!!! I defended you when everyone told me not to, stayed when shit got difficult, forgave you when nobody else would because I genuinely believed there was NOTHING you could ever do that would make me give up on you!!! And now I’m staring at you wondering when the hell I became somebody you could point a gun at!!! WAS ANY OF IT REAL?! DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! Because you meant EVERYTHING to me!!! You were family to me… not because we had to be, BUT BECAUSE I FUCKING CHOSE YOU!!! So if you’re really going to do this… just look at me first!!! LOOK AT ME!!! Remember every time we laughed until we couldn’t breathe!!! Remember every dumb argument, every secret, every promise, EVERY FUCKING MEMORY!!! Because I’m still looking at you and somehow I don’t hate you!!! THAT’S WHAT FUCKING HURTS!!! After all of this, a part of me is still waiting for you to lower that gun!!! A part of me still thinks you’re gonna look at me and say, “bro… I could never do this to you.” And if you did… I’d probably fucking forgive you!!! But if you don’t… if this really is the last time I ever get to look at you… then I just need you to know one thing!!! I NEVER REGRETTED CHOOSING YOU!!! Not once!!! And maybe someday you’ll remember me and reach for your phone before realizing there’s nobody left to call!!! Maybe you’ll remember my stupid laugh, the shit we used to talk about, and all the plans we thought we had time for!!! And maybe THAT’S when it’ll finally hit you!!! You didn’t just lose your best friend that night… YOU LOST THE ONE PERSON WHO STOOD THERE FOR YOU AND ITS ME I THOUGHT YOU WERE A GOOD BEST FRIEND….....
2026-09-02 06:37:36
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worla_67
Holymary 6 7 :
wait for me I'm coming for you
2026-09-03 13:28:46
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honeyluxe2
HoneyLuxe :
I trusted you as a brother you became my brother I loved you I fought for you stood for I could take a bullet for you wow
2026-09-03 08:56:42
1
liamu811
Liam :
I remember when you swapped gold with me in blooket!
2026-09-03 04:32:23
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leeyesnoleeknows
Felix favoriteshirt😁 :
well.. I don't have a best friend soo... yeah 🥲
2026-09-05 01:50:54
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dont_spam7
privatee :
So… this is really how it ends?! After EVERYTHING we’ve been through?! After every stupid night we stayed up talking, every time you were the only person I could run to when everything felt like SHIT, every time you told me “I GOT YOU!!!”… YOU’RE the one standing there holding a fucking gun at me?! I’m looking at your hands shaking and I don’t even recognize you anymore!!! I should be scared… I SHOULD BE FUCKING TERRIFIED!!! But all I can think about is us!!! All those years, all those memories, all those times I called you my BROTHER!!! I trusted you more than anybody!!! I defended you when everyone told me not to, stayed when shit got difficult, forgave you when nobody else would because I genuinely believed there was NOTHING you could ever do that would make me give up on you!!! And now I’m staring at you wondering when the hell I became somebody you could point a gun at!!! WAS ANY OF IT REAL?! DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! Because you meant EVERYTHING to me!!! You were family to me… not because we had to be, BUT BECAUSE I FUCKING CHOSE YOU!!! So if you’re really going to do this… just look at me first!!! LOOK AT ME!!! Remember every time we laughed until we couldn’t breathe!!! Remember every dumb argument, every secret, every promise, EVERY FUCKING MEMORY!!! Because I’m still looking at you and somehow I don’t hate you!!! THAT’S WHAT FUCKING HURTS!!! After all of this, a part of me is still waiting for you to lower that gun!!! A part of me still thinks you’re gonna look at me and say, “bro… I could never do this to you.” And if you did… I’d probably fucking forgive you!!! But if you don’t… if this really is the last time I ever get to look at you… then I just need you to know one thing!!! I NEVER REGRETTED CHOOSING YOU!!! Not once!!! And maybe someday you’ll remember me and reach for your phone before realizing there’s nobody left to call!!! Maybe you’ll remember my stupid laugh, the shit we used to talk about, and all the plans we thought we had
2026-08-31 21:43:35
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itx_misaa04
ITX_MISAA★ :
last killer smile😈
2026-09-05 02:55:34
0
nbjnr3
Nbjnr :
So… this is really how it ends?! After EVERYTHING we’ve been through?! After every stupid night we stayed up talking, every time you were the only person I could run to when everything felt like SHIT, every time you told me “I GOT YOU!!!”… YOU’RE the one standing there holding a fucking gun at me?! I’m looking at your hands shaking and I don’t even recognize you anymore!!! I should be scared… I SHOULD BE FUCKING TERRIFIED!!! But all I can think about is us!!! All those years, all those memories, all those times I called you my BROTHER!!! I trusted you more than anybody!!! I defended you when everyone told me not to, stayed when shit got difficult, forgave you when nobody else would because I genuinely believed there was NOTHING you could ever do that would make me give up on you!!! And now I’m staring at you wondering when the hell I became somebody you could point a gun at!!! WAS ANY OF IT REAL?! DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! Because you meant EVERYTHING to me!!! You were family to me… not because we had to be, BUT BECAUSE I FUCKING CHOSE YOU!!! So if you’re really going to do this… just look at me first!!! LOOK AT ME!!! Remember every time we laughed until we couldn’t breathe!!! Remember every dumb argument, every secret, every promise, EVERY FUCKING MEMORY!!! Because I’m still looking at you and somehow I don’t hate you!!! THAT’S WHAT FUCKING HURTS!!! After all of this, a part of me is still waiting for you to lower that gun!!! A part of me still thinks you’re gonna look at me and say, “bro… I could never do this to you.” And if you did… I’d probably fucking forgive you!!! But if you don’t… if this really is the last time I ever get to look at you… then I just need you to know one thing!!! I NEVER REGRETTED CHOOSING YOU!!! Not once!!! And maybe someday you’ll remember me and reach for your phone before realizing there’s nobody left to call!!! Maybe you’ll remember my stupid laugh, the shit we used to talk about, and all the plans we thought we had time for!!! And maybe THAT’S when it’ll finally hit you!!! You didn’t just lose your best friend that night… YOU LOST THE ONE PERSON WHO STOOD THERE WITH A GUN POINTED AT HIM… AND STILL HOP
2026-08-30 13:15:53
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raag4c4de
Prime editz◇•◇ :
@gojo:So… this is really how it ends?! After EVERYTHING we’ve been through?! After every stupid night we stayed up talking, every time you were the only person I could run to when everything felt like SHIT, every time you told me “I GOT YOU!!!”… YOU’RE the one standing there holding a fucking gun at me?! I’m looking at your hands shaking and I don’t even recognize you anymore!!! I should be scared… I SHOULD BE FUCKING TERRIFIED!!! But all I can think about is us!!! All those years, all those memories, all those times I called you my BROTHER!!! I trusted you more than anybody!!! I defended you when everyone told me not to, stayed when shit got difficult, forgave you when nobody else would because I genuinely believed there was NOTHING you could ever do that would make me give up on you!!! And now I’m staring at you wondering when the hell I became somebody you could point a gun at!!! WAS ANY OF IT REAL?! DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! Because you meant EVERYTHING to me!!! You were family to me… not because we had to be, BUT BECAUSE I FUCKING CHOSE YOU!!! So if you’re really going to do this… just look at me first!!! LOOK AT ME!!! Remember every time we laughed until we couldn’t breathe!!! Remember every dumb argument, every secret, every promise, EVERY FUCKING MEMORY!!! Because I’m still looking at you and somehow I don’t hate you!!! THAT’S WHAT FUCKING HURTS!!! After all of this, a part of me is still waiting for you to lower that gun!!! A part of me still thinks you’re gonna look at me and say, “bro… I could never do this to you.” And if you did… I’d probably fucking forgive you!!! But if you don’t… if this really is the last time I ever get to look at you… then I just need you to know one thing!!! I NEVER REGRETTED CHOOSING YOU!!! Not once!!! And maybe someday you’ll remember me and reach for your phone before realizing there’s nobody left to call!!! Maybe you’ll remember my stupid laugh, the shit we used to talk about, and all the plans we thought we had time for!!! And maybe THAT’S when it’ll finally hit you!!! You didn’t just lose your best friend that night… YOU LOST THE ONE PERSON WHO STOOD THERE WITH A GUN POINTED AT HIM… AND STILL HOPED YOU!
2026-08-27 19:01:00
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fiiirdark
Fir :
"Well, I've lived long enough, take care of the world will ya?"
2026-07-02 11:19:13
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mindy2251
mindy2251 :
I’m so haunting your ass
2026-08-21 10:23:19
323
ajsan908
Jupiter_Europa14 :
So… this is really how it ends?! After EVERYTHING we’ve been through?! After every stupid night we stayed up talking, every time you were the only person I could run to when everything felt like SHIT, every time you told me “I GOT YOU!!!”… YOU’RE the one standing there holding a fucking gun at me?! I’m looking at your hands shaking and I don’t even recognize you anymore!!! I should be scared… I SHOULD BE FUCKING TERRIFIED!!! But all I can think about is us!!! All those years, all those memories, all those times I called you my BROTHER!!! I trusted you more than anybody!!! I defended you when everyone told me not to, stayed when shit got difficult, forgave you when nobody else would because I genuinely believed there was NOTHING you could ever do that would make me give up on you!!! And now I’m staring at you wondering when the hell I became somebody you could point a gun at!!! WAS ANY OF IT REAL?! DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! Because you meant EVERYTHING to me!!! You were family to me… not because we had to be, BUT BECAUSE I FUCKING CHOSE YOU!!! So if you’re really going to do this… just look at me first!!! LOOK AT ME!!! Remember every time we laughed until we couldn’t breathe!!! Remember every dumb argument, every secret, every promise, EVERY FUCKING MEMORY!!! Because I’m still looking at you and somehow I don’t hate you!!! THAT’S WHAT FUCKING HURTS!!! After all of this, a part of me is still waiting for you to lower that gun!!! A part of me still thinks you’re gonna look at me and say, “bro… I could never do this to you.” And if you did… I’d probably fucking forgive you!!! But if you don’t… if this really is the last time I ever get to look at you… then I just need you to know one thing!!! I NEVER REGRETTED CHOOSING YOU!!! Not once!!! And maybe someday you’ll remember me and reach for your phone before realizing there’s nobody left to call!!! Maybe you’ll remember my stupid laugh, the shit we used to talk about, and all the plans we thought we had time for!!! And maybe THAT’S when it’ll finally hit you!!! You didn’t just lose your best friend that night… YOU LOST THE ONE PERSON WHO STOOD THERE WITH A GUN POINTED AT HIM… AND STILL HOPED YOU’
2026-08-28 04:16:11
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skie0283
luckie🍀🌹 :
I knew you u'd help me rest😕😭
2026-08-15 22:10:59
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ame_lia2363
Ame_lia;) :
stare at her smile with tears in my eyes and say "I enjoyed every second I spent with u, I promised u to be there forever, we promised each other other to never leave each other, if this is what u want, then be it, but please.. never forget me like I would never forget u, thank u for ur patience with me even if I wasn't the best from times to times, thank u..."
2026-07-02 20:13:43
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