bry :
So… this is really how it ends?! After EVERYTHING we’ve been through?! After every stupid night we stayed up talking, every time you were the only person I could run to when everything felt like SHIT, every time you told me “I GOT YOU!!!”… YOU’RE the one standing there holding a fucking gun at me?! I’m looking at your hands shaking and I don’t even recognize you anymore!!! I should be scared… I SHOULD BE FUCKING TERRIFIED!!! But all I can think about is us!!! All those years, all those memories, all those times I called you my BROTHER!!! I trusted you more than anybody!!! I defended you when everyone told me not to, stayed when shit got difficult, forgave you when nobody else would because I genuinely believed there was NOTHING you could ever do that would make me give up on you!!! And now I’m staring at you wondering when the hell I became somebody you could point a gun at!!! WAS ANY OF IT REAL?! DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?! Because you meant EVERYTHING to me!!! You were family to me… not because we had to be, BUT BECAUSE I FUCKING CHOSE YOU!!! So if you’re really going to do this… just look at me first!!! LOOK AT ME!!! Remember every time we laughed until we couldn’t breathe!!! Remember every dumb argument, every secret, every promise, EVERY FUCKING MEMORY!!! Because I’m still looking at you and somehow I don’t hate you!!! THAT’S WHAT FUCKING HURTS!!! After all of this, a part of me is still waiting for you to lower that gun!!! A part of me still thinks you’re gonna look at me and say, “bro… I could never do this to you.” And if you did… I’d probably fucking forgive you!!! But if you don’t… if this really is the last time I ever get to look at you… then I just need you to know one thing!!! I NEVER REGRETTED CHOOSING YOU!!! Not once!!! And maybe someday you’ll remember me and reach for your phone before realizing there’s nobody left to call!!! Maybe you’ll remember my stupid laugh, the shit we used to talk about, and all the plans we thought we had
2026-08-29 08:04:23