I fell into a deep spiritual psychosis when I had a Kundalini awakening on magic mushrooms when I was 18. It honestly took me a few years to come out of. I've appreciated and benefited from every version of you since Instagram, and it's been lovely seeing you grow and transform! Thank you for always being authentic 🌻
2026-07-03 10:04:21
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🍉 ELLA 🧿 :
WHY IS THE SEARCH SAYING THIS FAM I have never been married fyi
2026-07-03 07:59:30
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sophiesmagickworld :
I love your openness here 👌
2026-07-04 14:50:05
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audleypodley :
1)You're beautiful for being open about this stuff.
2)lemon8 completely drowned you out with the music.
2026-07-03 13:42:49
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Leeshy🌞 :
Hey, kundalini sister! My initiation was spontaneous and so intense for several months. It absolutely opened my eyes to what spiritual psychosis is. I fear I may have danced along the edges of it myself.
2026-07-03 05:27:26
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Dana 🌻 :
I still watch your old videos! I'm here for the new era too though!
2026-07-03 10:31:24
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Orion Gray 👽 :
Thank you for being open about it.
2026-07-03 04:50:50
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Melinda Lisle :
The learning comes when we need it. Our shifu find us according to our own time but it’s so amazing to have someone spiritually motivated be forthright about their journey…so thanks.
2026-07-03 05:02:11
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Reiki with Chanice :
Genuine question, since negative and trickster spirits can still give you what you want/ask for, how is them getting you money proving they are beneficial?
2026-07-03 12:49:33
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The Crow :
You're better today than what you were then! That's all we can ever hope and strive to be😊
2026-07-03 08:13:46
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Linkus-Haydin ⟭⟬ :
As someone who was neck deep in that same pipeline,I’m glad you got out too. You’re like one of my biggest inspirations. I’m proud of you.
2026-07-03 07:35:41
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S :
Appreciate you sharing this, such a relatable experience. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this in my circle but reading the comments here makes me feel less lonely in the journey. I was clinically diagnosed with bipolar& ocd in my 20s(also think i have adhd), medicated for 5+yrs til my doctor gave me the go signal to stop medication a year after i started collecting crystals and starting my spiritual journey(my Saturn return). Ive been a follower since 2023, you and Sanne were my intros to energy healing. I remember passing out several times mid video and accidentally playing your videos on loop for 1-2hrs then waking up because my phone overheated in my hand. I know it feels cringey watching them now but they did help me. I barely see you in my fyp the past year but glad to have you back 💛
2026-07-03 13:58:50
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Carolyn 🇨🇦 :
Giving “Trust but verify” my favourite saying ✨
2026-07-03 21:51:43
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norinaar :
so what does that mean for the future of this account? cause you did this Hekate thing up until very recently, so what will you do from now on?
2026-07-03 05:44:50
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JujuPops :
How did you find a teacher?
2026-07-03 10:47:45
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Chadbrad :
We love a self critical queen
2026-07-03 08:06:20
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benjamin🦊 :
respect for this👍👍👍👍👍
2026-07-03 10:27:27
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Michelle :
Thank you for sharing ☺️
2026-07-04 07:24:07
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GlitchinNwitchin :
I fucking love you for this. This shit isn’t spoken on enough! We’ve all been there!
2026-07-03 10:25:17
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Nique 🍉🌻 :
Thanks so much for sharing ❤️
2026-07-03 12:22:40
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bEAVERhUNTER13 :
Do you do mentoring? I could use some help 😮💨
2026-07-03 08:28:04
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Sabrina. Lubov :
honestly all your reiki works, had a wonderful effect on me 🙏❤️
2026-07-04 00:48:14
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moon :
what was wrong with it?
2026-07-03 07:14:18
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Look No Further & Assoc. :
love hearing about your experience
2026-07-03 05:21:29
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Ren :
I adore you Ella 🤍
2026-07-03 12:19:40
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