@musetomyheart: I tried to gaslight myself into thinking positively into acting it out into telling myself I got my shit together,yet everything just kept falling onto me,it never got better even though I tried so hard to sugarcoat it by being positive yet the bitterness of the reality I got hit me right across my face and yelled “how dare you be positive?how dare you try to get out of this shit hole?” am I whining about it? maybe ,because no one really gaf about what is going on in your life live with it! I know the feelings are all out of place but these are purely my thoughts. #fyp #foryou #meme #kurd #selfsiary