Aiah :
The first and last time that I blew a candle was when I was 7 years old. Since that, never ko na na experience mag blow ulit. They sometimes give me money sa birthday ko, madalas 100 pesos. Back then, sobrang hirap pa. Pero nung tumatagal, nakaka ahon naman, pero hindi ko parin nararanasan mag ka cake or mag blow.
Isa pa, tuwing birthday ko sumasakto na walang wala talaga kame. It feels so unfair, kase kapag birthday ng mga kapatid ko lagi silang may handa, laging bongga. Laging may celebration. Pa'no naman ako?:(
The little me is still inside me, still wishing na sana makapag blow s'ya ng candle, wishing na sana makapag celebrate s'ya just like how her parents celebrate her 3 brother's birthday.
Last na, the first time na na experience kong kantahan ako ng happy birthday is when I was with my ate's and kuya's. May event kame, TANGLAW AYC. Never ko pa na experience na kantahan ako ng sarili kong pamilya sa birthday ko. I know it's just a song, but that song will heal a lot of things in my heart, especially the younger me.
This year, I have the same wishes. Wish ko na sana makapag blow ako ng candles, na makapag celebrate ako ng birthday ko, at makantahan ako ng happy birthday:)
that's it, I know naman na hindi naman siguro sobra 'tong wish ko para ipag kait pa nila 'no? My birthday is sept. 28
2026-09-11 04:53:08