@eeeeeeeeooooo: "I live in a whirlpool of internal sadness, the kind that slowly consumes my soul without leaving a trace on my pillow. I smile at everyone, not because I am okay, but because explaining the pain is deeper and harder than enduring it alone"My inside feels like a long, endless winter, a coldness and scattered memories in which my soul wanders. I resist breaking every day, putting in a superhuman effort just to keep this heartache from reflecting in my eyes