LD_ornaments :
I've been in love, but have never tried anything further than exchanging eye contact, and tbh I even avoid that, even when the girl is totally my type (that makes it worse) because I'm focused on myself. I feel like I have quite an intimidating presence, but I force it more than it is, since I'm scared of having my heart broken by someone I know I'd pour my soul out for. Plus I'm only 21, I'm young, not financially stable, chasing my dreams and goals, getting fit and looking good for myself, praying to God every night for a wife that reciprocates the same amount of love that I know I'd give, I'd never date just to date, I'm so picky that my first girlfriend Will be my wife, and I'll feel it. Right now it's 10pm and I'm alone, and these nights hit so hard when I'm by myself and wish I had someone who I could call mine, and evil will invite you in with open arms and it's easy to accept it (hooking up culture and going to the club to find love) but you have to search for good, within yourself to start with, then what's meant for you will never pass you - I'm yapping
2026-09-10 20:51:06