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Wednesday 23 September 2026 00:02:26 GMT
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![“Did you really prop up your camera to cry while making your son who passed aways bed?” I did. Because i been staring at his messy bed for months. Unless you been in the situation, it is so hard to do this. So I recorded myself. To show that i did it. Dust just sitting on top of his untouched toys. Then i looked at his pillow. The pillow that has green bile stains from when he took his last breath and bile was pouring out of his nose and mouth. Dust all over it. He doesn’t deserve that. He deserves his bed made as if I’m about to lay him in it to go to sleep. This bed, he loved. Sleeping with him was something we didn’t get often, only when he didn’t feel good. He just loved his bed so much. So i cleaned the dust. Put away the toys so his brothers don’t touch it. Laid out the clothes he took his last breath in and put a diaper down. I’m imagining I’m giving him a hot shower, one he didn’t want to take unless he was in the mood for one, and then I’m going to dry him off and put his clothes on. Then get him nice and comfortable in his bed, put on his heating pad, give him his tablet, and his water cup with cold water, and lay in bed next to him while we laugh to YouTube videos. So yes, I did record myself. Because loosing your child is the worst pain anyone can feel. And cleaning dust off a bed they once laid in and will never lay in again, is hard. I miss you my sweet boy. “When the walls close in, and I'm lost in all my sin If Heaven lets me in, will I see your face again?” - Restless Mind (feat. Avery Anna) Sam Barber [feat. Avery Anna] God, I have been a terrible person. I pray so hard i get to see you again Elijah. #childhoodcancer #neuroblastoma #childloss #griefjourney #griefandloss](/video/cover/7614355070754245918.webp)
