ෆ˚ ᥡᥙmіᥴᥡゝ◡╹ :
Uhm... I don't know what to say but... We really really falling down, my love... We losing our spark to each other... What happened? I wanna ask you if there's something wrong but I'm so scared cause I don't want a fight or misunderstood... But I just can't stand seeing you so different again... It's feel like you losing interest on me... And I'm really scared it's really bothering me... I always think of that even my mind ache so much, I been crying all the time because of you, my love... Why you like this? You really different... I want to understand you but every time I text you it's feel like I'm forcing you to talk to me, like napipilitan kalang na kausapin ako and it's really hurt me deeply... I'm tired my love I'm tired not because I'm losing interest in you, I'm tired because I can't take it anymore you make me feel so miserable but please babyy... Please don't leave me like they did... I'm scared my love, I'm so fucking scared to lose someone I love and trusted the most... Please I beg you... I beg you to stay with me forever... I can't unlove you again, you been the precious person I meet, you make me feel so love, seen and wanted... But I didn't expect na aabot tayo sa ganito... I really really love you so much... You been the part of my life... I don't know what to do if I lose you again... I miss you babyy, I miss the Shan I use to talk and chat with... I miss my baby... I miss you... Please back to being you again... I know you are busy and have a lot of problem but having that situations make you look so different than before... Where my baby? The man I know? The man who are so sweet, kind, happy, yapping all the time... A man who teased me to make me annoyed cause he love it? I miss you so much my baby... Please come back... I beg you... I can't live without you :(( I don't know what to do if I lose you again... I been crying all night because of you... but I can't let you go... I don't want someone... I only want you.. I been so lonely last Monday to Friday... I want to talk you but I can't bring myself to reach you... I want to understand you, talk to you but I think you didn't want so I let it go... I can't feel your sparks. my love, imyu :((
2026-10-30 05:43:18