@everlastingcontrast1999: Dylan was the first perp that I had fully and completely became obsessed with and during my earlier years in this community I was actively changing the person that I was just so I could spiritually feel closer to him I was so infatuated with him that I used to make a bunch of posts just simply obsessing over him with paragraphs on top of paragraphs just talking about how much I adored him and once that feeling was starting to wear off I slowly started to forget how I used to act before him so after that I never really did go back to being myself instead I just became a combination of the perps I grew to like in different ways so I could feel like I was a real person and not just some being that looked human #🍵🌊🌊tok #🍵🌊🌊 #nutcase #targetaudience #ivelostmymind